Yesterday... Exco interview.. Its a mix of funny and nervous siah. Before I went in I told myself don laugh.. Then I entered the room.. D seniors was like smiling.. I saw szewees face.. I cannot help but laugh...Hahahaha. Throughout d whole ting I was like nervous??? Some questions I answered funny stuff.. But that didn't really help... Overall I thing I did okay lah... So now it's up to d seniors to determine whether I will be part of the espada LOL... Decided not to go school todae cause of hay fever.. Todae morning it subsided like siao lah... So hopefully later d doc don give 7 day emcee... I can't afford to miss school

That was an emo post....
on d lighter side....SWEET CHILD O' MINE
wat can i say
92% completed??lol....stupid sweeping part...how "easy can it get siah

anyways...bracing myself for d u grades tmr..sigh...

smile for the camera people....see..tats d problem aint it..i cant smile no more, as in smile a sincere smile, im like 20% more to becoming paranoid+depressed.
Maybe I should see a doctor, i donno wat will he say
"ohh ur just thinking to much.just let go"
tats d other problem..i cant..can i?
im starting to realize my life in msn is purely almost non-existent..
people wont talk to me just for fun.....
u noe heres someting for everyone
I FREAKING HATE it when u people act nice when u one my help..being nice
and when u gt nting else, i would just be left there a contact under d (dont care dont bother list)
sigh...see paranoia....i hate it..like really....

MAybe I'll take a month hiatus from MSN....yeah get tings out of my head....pretend i gt people wanting to talk to me but cant because im offline.yeah tat ought to do it....one month starts tmr.....no coming online unless its for PW...

step into my shoes...look at it my way....maybe u'll feel what i feel....
if u've been watching friends now..im like joey..I have his problem
tat problem stays till i die i guess....


SO YEAH...gd bye MSN....see u next month
now starts the ever painful process of letting go.....

i realized teres like 3 posts tat i 4gt to post!!!....zz...anyways heres 3 days of stuff for people.
k wednesday. i was like waiting for a bus at jp, teres this familiar chio gal standing beside me..n it so happens she was tat rachael gal in REM...haha.she damn short lah, n lives a few stops b4 me...AMazing why i haven seen her taking d 242 bus b4,..
wednesday wasnt really a bad day.. had lunch at pizza hut with jk n hj...n had shitting probs after tat

thursday...day i met my new gp teacher..OMG...she damn scary lah...n her canadian accent didnt help either ( yes shes from canada...HBC hong kong born canadian hahaha)..zhaf was like keep saying whether miss lo noes edge, then he want to play his theme song zz...BTW miss lo's voice is like lily's from how i met your mother. damn same lah..hahaha

friday...brought bloody delilah to school..turns out i cant check her out cause d wall mains in d guitar room had no power in it...( no thanks to timo n me no figuring it out) in d end we had to wait till 330 to like finally play,...n turns out its my amp tats cookoo...siansiansian....
n guitar practice had no j2s in it...for once....n its damn tiring to do saikang sstuff lah....i so pray i wont tio any post tat makes me run around all d time...lol ( yes sze wee tat includes qm too)

TODAY::..i slept through d whole day...damn tired...i donno y but ive been damn tired like for d whole week
Botanic gardens tmr, im not going....please lor plan also so last minute....i mean i would if i wanted to but i already have plans....but seriously its d same wit d transformers outing lah...plan day b4 tell us on d day itself no booking n stuff end up d day eating only lah....SIAN..

I love school...at least d weeks following d green time table...finish damn early lah.. ..... Okay econs teacher change... She damn scary lah tell us she give lots of homework n pe teacher didn't change zzzz ANYWAYS.... It's been like 5 months since I sent d email... N d 'thing' still happens lah.. Damn sian... Okay must enjoy d 1st week of slacking.. Then must study like mad.. Hate getting hyped up over studying.. So not me

2nd post from ipod!!!

Damn cool lah.. Wat a wonderful thing this iPod LOL... Okay todae ikhy bangkaied...yes I let loose on someone in public... Okay story .. I was at jp todae to buy dinner ..passed by the pet shop otw to banquet.. They had this nice Persian cat n a chihuahua side by side in d viewing area..so went there to kaypoh. Then out of nowhere beside me this aunty knocked on d freaking window.. I told her not to knock...she stare at me don care n SHE KNOCKED again!!!!!! Omg I freaking told her again... N then she pushed me n this is d exact stuff she said....eh Malay my problem lah... Y u care ah... Ur mother never teach u to not be kaypoh ah... I heard Malay I heard mother ...I became pissed ... I fought back gave her one hell of a shelling in front of like everyone....(luckily no cameras siah or else will be in stomp) eventually d shop owner came out n she scolded d aunty also... Aunty apologised... She damn embarassed lah... Wait d best still not over....I didn't say anything... I turned around did d signature hand gesture n walked away into d horizon....LOL anyways moral of d story never insult my race( only for people who don't know me at all) n Nevernever insulty mum...u'll get killed....Hahahahahamuahahahaha zzzzz

im getting more n more paranoid day after day...
u noe d black sabbath song...yeah my life, like tat
so yeah usual stuff i paranoid about eg failing, people hating me, all d stares n glares alot of stuff lah)
i guess tats wat u get 4 being a loner most of the time....

anyways.....mugging graphic techniques later....n praying 4 d best tmr...
tats just it isnt it...PRAY!!!! sometimes i wonder y...y my life is so....URGH...nvm

on a lighter note. BENZEMA FOR UNITED!!!!!!!!, screw ribery lah
ohh yah SCREW madrid....by so many ah sure sell next year..asswipes

next week...CCA resumes......at least my troubles will vanish for awhile...:)
BTW: it wont long b4 ur existence in life can be d song "I GT OVER YOU"...finally siah....sad ting is u r different from e rest...SADDED..

okay...one week mourning over,,,,classic playlist...My ipod tops 4 now..( u people must thing im becoming old....listen to old songs..but still)

anyways...i surrender TO YOU!!! even in knowing tat i will be halpless without u...u make my life more miserable...( Cts especially)..okay i'll set a date..12july2009...i'll start becoming faithful TO YOU again...u may hate me n nt forgive me....BUT gv me a chance to set it rite..PLEASE!!!!

phy n chem.....E or below confirm .....I should hv studied but NO!! i had to slack....dammit lah..if i retain ah i'll kill myself..Those hu saw me in d bus todae....keep it to urselves k...