im not gonna be an adersonnite ( i donno wat they are called)..alot people going ter...but hey.. I BECAME A SAINT!!!! wahahahaha woots2...once a saint always a saint...( not unless i screw up...but it wont happen...i got someting to prove.....

anyways im back at home in d comforts of my own bed..while d rest are still crowding around in d chalet....i really2 wished i could stay....but mummy didnt allow me too...but 2d1n wasnt so bad either.....1st day we had bbq....there were like alot of food ic's lah...i was in charge of satay...prawns....chicken later...i was good okay..wahahaha...can decide to be a chef next time....
anyways i admit i was rather un-helping in d bbq...in d end i still did someting...
so after bbq...we spammed ps2 psp in d chalet...erm okay shino is nice n friendly n all...but HE OWNS PEOPLE in winning eleven lah....my god....if only fifa was available...he wouldnt see it coming...anyways..shino brought his guitar to.....so i had someting else to play with.....

u noe wats really bout d chalet...its when most of us were sleeping..haziq,jj,jx n (ALVIN, since u didnt protect me against them)...d took out shaving cream...n sprayed on peoples bodies when they are asleep...i got it in d shirt..felt it immediately..n 1st i tot it was ogre drool...d feeling n all...i got so disgusted i went to d toilet to wash..only to realise it was shaving cream..n tat ogres dont exist..lol
but d person who kanna d worst was sanjay......he got toothpaste on his eyebrows, hands...shaving cream on his face...n u noe wat...HE SLEPT THROUGH D WHOLE TING..zzzz

anyways...2nd day....really wasnt much lah...bowling n lunch...lost 10 bucks somewhere...but i dont care...I had fun...wahahaha

my neck is aching like hell...n its threatening to be a pian in d ass tmr....anyways nting much happened although mum knocked delilah's head against d wall.....i wanted to scream...but didnt...luckily delilah aint suffered any scratches or trauma...she sounds alive....waahahhaha

tmrs chalet..n i still havent packed......have to sort out somestuff 1st...find my undies...decide on wat to wear tmr...) im lacking pants u noe..OMG!!!

happy cny people.....no offense cny doenst bring any hoohahs to me anymore...mainly cause i don sing songs wit my frens in school anymore....n because I GET SICK OF CNY SONGS ALREADY.......happy collecting money people....

i miss school...BADLY...sit at home...make me ting of stupid stuff n get upset over it...hate it lah..... at least math keeps my mine of tings...at least geogs suxs so bad tat i forget my worries n fuck geog instead....SCHOOL NEXT WEEK....i don care whether i don enter sajc...i just wanna start studying....i guess i got someting to prove again...zzzz.....i wanna defy fate/destiny...n substitute it with my own.....

b4 tat chalet....again im excited to be my frens....but still....50 bucks gone within 2 days...n tat doesnt even include lunch games n etc etc!!! i promised myself not to draw money...BUT I FIND TAT HARD TO DO NOW!!!!!!!!!! suck lah....gonna use my last 50 buck from last months salary.......YEAH sad rite.......d sad part is tat 150 buck on 5 bks...tat wont bring me any good no matter how hard i tried....(i wanna try again....but u are making me a non believer...)
anyways.....fuck it lah...just get it over n done wit...not like u spend 50 bucks everyday rite
zzzzz gonna start packing tmr......

speaking of tmr...donno wat im gonna do.....play wit delilah again i guess...we both get along preety well now.....WOOTS...it wont be long till...me n delilah become legends.....in d mean time...bear with d unpleasantries......at least delilah keeps my mind of tings.......

I SO TOTALLY DONT REGRET GETTING 50 bucks reduced from my pay 4 poning work todae....so totally WORTH IT!!!!...

met haziq n all at school just now...( me came late...so no teachers left to talk too...suck rite...)so yeah...it was supposed to be a lunch feast...somehow because of prayers n d fact haziq took a long time to come made it a dinner date instead....p3 cannot join cause of work...i feel bad....he come n didnt do anyting at all lah

so yeah...ate at clementi woods sakura....SPENT 30 bucks....but like i said..totally worth it...ate alot obviously...(although not as much as wat i usually wit when i go wit my family)anyways.....d eating wasnt d main ting...we talked crapped...we did silly stuff....
like haziq being sibeh autistic tortured zhiqi to e core...like forced him to do weird stuff....like massaging each other...n haziq did tat head on zhiqi's cock under d table...n started vibrating...OMG RITE!!!! n everyone looked lah...especially d banglas...(OMG Y SUDDENLY BANGLAS APPEAR...wait2 tey gt a fucking paragraph specially 4 them)
sanjay haziq also started saying random stuff LOUDLY!!!! they actually played taiti on d table....my god....

BUT BUT U NOE WATS D FUNNIEST!!!! d jing rong scene...WAHAHAHAHA....heres wat happened.... jr, jx ,jj wb went out of d restaurant n went to d varandah (tats wat its called lah...balcony better lah).so d were like in front of d tables we were eating at...just glass separating us.. so we can see each other...anyways jj *#$%#&% jing rong's $#$^%#$#... n u tot tat was it...it got worst....JING RONG's #$&*#%#* was exposed!!! me n d rest see all started laughing lah....i cried laughing...ahahahahhaah....( yes people those dollar signs are deliberate...im not gonna tell wat happened...haahaha i don wanna be d one to tell d world) WAHHAHAHA


D BIG BANGLA PARAGRAPH!!!

hey b's u give me no peace at work...u freaking are everywhere.i don really mind...BUT MUST U FREAKING COME N DISTURB ME IN MY OFF DAY N TIME WIT MY FRENS!!!!
sakura had freaking 2 storeys....n guess wat...both floors are filled with banglas!!! not one or 2...hundreds of them...n they horde all e food lah...even cups became extinct because they took all of them...n those order foods...they put their tags like everywhere...so our food had to wait like FUCKING LONG!!!urghh
ok nvm food took a long time....THEY FREAKING NOISY LAH...before they came it was like....peaceful non rushing happy eating time.when they came...it was like a construction site all over again..zzzz
noise + food hording.....u ting it doesnt get worse...IT DOES!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they practically are like billions in numbers...u would ting sakura was just built 4 them n they were having their dinner break...it was so crowded...i actually sat n didnt eat 4 like 1/2 an hour...zzzzzzzzzz fuck b's they'll overrun d singapore population one day..soon our president, pm whole cabinet becomes b
BPORE..idiot... n when they finally left.....D whole place became bright again....WAHAHAHAH

didnt wanna let bs ruin d whole day....so we aa go sing bdae song to zhiqi ( although it wasnt his bdae...wahahah...some bs actually clapped...so sweet rite...YEAH RITE....FUCK THEM!!l lol

d real me is emo....not tat i dont know...i just dont show it to everyone...n i try to tell myself im rong...but still

d whole day i was liked tem freaked out by tat smiley lah... n yes stupid carmen 4 telling her i can understand cny....then smiley like everytime talk to me in chinese...n i would just nod my head...urghhh....cant cina people please speak english!!! anyways 4 d 1st time i see smiley not smiling...its cause tat carmen go n talk to her bout how to entertain customers....give advice...skali she like not happy d smile totally gone...i noe im supposed to be happy bout tis..but freaky...

after 5 continuous work days eating sambal fried rice..i finally ate someting different...seriously y cant jp just make every foodcourt halal....MORE MONEY LAH STUPID!!! n save money on pork!!zzz...sucker man...everytime banquet...n its like so damn ex lah....5 bucks enough 4 like d meal only.zzzzzz anyways like i said.....ate someting new... wanton noodles!! ...not bad..although not really very spicy.. ( big disappointment)

so todae marks d 4th day im NOT talking to u.....i noe its lame n stupid ...but then...i wan u to how it feels like...y i start to hate u for this lame shit...
...ahhh fuck it....people only call on me when they wan favours....after tat...they dont bother....other better people to do so...but im cool wit it......its his plan after all............everyting happens 4 e reason....but still...hate it lah..am i tat scary n mean.....!!!!! ( mayb gonna do some self reflecting....ir mayb i'll just go to sleep)

YES...changed my blog song again...nice to hear someting familiar rite...haha..figured this song has alot of meaning to it...so yeah even when we are like very far apart..( 14 mrt stations +\- a few) we will still be together...wahahah ( okay this part is wat gals usually will say haha)

anyways todae someone knew came to work....she is pretty for a 30 year old...wished she didnt wear heavy make-up...shes nice....But im kindda afraid of her...U NOE Y!!!!! ( someone asks y!!!) cause she smiles in such a way tat it gives me d creeps...she would everytime turn around n give me a smile...walao eh.. ( idiot fren of mine says she wans to blow....ewwwww..i rather get blown by a tower fan then get owned by a smiley!!!) but shes nice...so i try my best to cover my scaredness...today work was....BOORING!!!u noe work life really sucks when a customer comes into e shop....hears d cny song...n sings it...then i will interrupt n say u'r singing it rong...

U NOE WAT!!..someting funny happened todae...i bought dinner at mac.i was served by this nice ldy called susan...she was very patient...even let me buy a student meal even though i didnt have a student pass wit me...
so anyways...2 hrs later...she came to my shop n i served her...WAHAHAHAHA....its like d server becomes d servee...lol.....haha tem funny lah...

PS: if someone doesnt noe tis song...hmm...u should probably get a life wahaha...c yah

day 2/6 of working day....realized EVERYONE i noe i eating some buffet shit todae...WITHOUT ME!!!! OMG!!! even my mum...urghhh stupid work.....nvm..look forward ikhy im gonna get 800 bucks for d entire month...YAY ME!!!!...

anyways...no offence but i ting people with d names patrick are really dumb.....seriously i noe 3 patricks in school..all of them kindda retarded...n one more patrick at work...his freaking DUMB!!!! urghhh yeah gals...u got a baby boy...don freaking call him patrick...REGRETS FOR LIFE!!!!!

going to d bank tmr....create another account to put all my hard earned money( pay + money from relatives for "o-level results"...1k+++ HELLO!!!! :) )
AND YES...gonna finally get a cashcard...after like urmmm 4 years......SPENDING SPREE!!!! WOOTS!!!...nah just gonna buy wats important.... 1st on d list...tat arteta jersey 4 joel....kindda owe him alot....wahahah.....JOEL...GET READY TO BOW TO MY WILL!!! MUAHAHAHAHA

so yeah....changed my big baggy fat person jeans at levis in d middle of work ( shows u how many people came to my shop)...my mum insisted on levis cause of tat $50 shit...though i keep pestering her...GO UP LAH!!!!....then end up she complain cause levis so ex....even after 50 bucks -....HELLO!!!! ME WAN LEE!!! U WAN LEVIS!!!! WHOSE FAULT :):):):):)..so anyways...pleasure of unbuttoning..lol...all 5 of them

URGHH!!! i swear im gonna disturb farah again..im so bored im gonna disturb cheryl too lol..bye

atiqah finally came by my shop..( if didnt call her when she was passing by..she wouldn't have.zzzz...but still)...she's like d final person i want to be visited by lol...at least now my job is somehow okay... i really hate tat ah beng lah...he really didnt come today lah...then d boss called him...he got a shelling...then he no need to work anymore...WTFUCK!!!! see tats a diff between an ah beng n me....we both may hate d same people...but i show more control in hiding my personal angst....eee..

yeah i noe long time no blog....rite tis 4 alvins sake.....didnt have d mood to blog at all....this past week has been very sad 4 me....missed joel's sentosa outing 4 work...didnt get to go out with my frens....sucky work...n yes....STUPID BANGLAS!!!urghhh

heres a message 4 tat one person......im starting to lose faith in u....last year...i gave it my all..i sacrificed alot just to get wat i want....i called on u 4 help......n when i stop for a period of time...u just left me alone...like u did 5 years ago...y......am i no ttrying hard enough...do u rather help someone who doesnt even ask u 4 help.....u could have just gave me tis break...but no!!!...u find it funny tat i didnt get wat i want?? 2 more years...u like seeing d people closest to me get wat they want n see me forcing a smile at them....fuck it lah.....if u trully are hu we all ting u are...then to me...u certainly proved way below my expectations...me saying tis brings ur wrath....then so be it...im gonna thrive on my own..this time u screw it up 4 me...u'll see in 2 years...


okay back to someting good....i have my off day on wednesday...HOPE TO GO OUT WITH FRENS!!! HINT!!!!!HINT!!!!!!!!

finally bought d guitar....but its not wat i wanted though...i bet its better than d blue epiphone acoustic i wanted...U NOE WAT I BOUGHT....
A LES PAUL!!!! wahaha..erm my idol plays it...( actually mines like d sooo lower ranked lps among them all..but heck)....it was on offer..i got influenced....n i bought it..without d AMP!!!!

but no worries.....bought d amp today...my uncle insisted on big ones.....its e X30R....hmmm mayb its sucky to d pros...but still.it'll be my 1st....n probably will stay wit me....forever hahaha

anyways....i realised my guitar keeps me bz from all d probs i have been facing...yeah probs most people don really get....like friends really forgetting bout me..cause they found others....o ryeah d O level results...no matter how sucky i play...i lose all my worries...n when i stop they rush in...eeeee...donno y im emoiing rite now...i got my uncle to sponsor d amp....
ahh nvm...wtheck

payday todae...but nt before i became d target pratice for d boss n lady boss...
1st tey came in look bloody pissed...i wasnt doing anyting...so carmen quickly went to d counter...i took over d ironing...n mr blower let out little steam..showing he is nervous...

so yeah....d bosses took out their anger on me....no thanks to alvin, youren( although its nt ur fault) n tat ah beng...knn lah...i wanted to punch their faces..but i ddint cause i scared no pay..
anyways my pay is SO>..NOT WAT I EXPECTED....don wanna talk bout it....stupid haf days

todae so little people came too d shop...gd ting can slack...bad ting cause i get too bored i started stepping flies..
disturbed farah todae at work...long2 time never really seen her....anyways she got stalked again....no worries MR AmErica will be below dying in boredom waiting to whack d shit out of stalkers who have no shame hitting on people making an honest living...zzz

btw....epiphone guitar...here i come...PS: I SWEAR I WONT BREAK U..!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!! yes yes I NOE ITS D 2nd day..MY COM JUST GOT FIXED!!
so yeah...2008 was d year where i survived so many stuff...n YES...o levels happened like a breeze
This are d top 10 tings i like d most of 2008
10:school ( yes...working has made me realize how school is fun)

9: pe lessons...last time having fun wit frens...most of us showed interest

8: mr lee taking over physics lesson...( it was hell...but people became pro after 6 months....sadly d physics paper didnt help at all)

7: she sleeping on my shoulders.. ( erm no comment it was in d mrt...i was speechless)

6: my bdae.. its d bare fact i survived 16 years tat i enjoyed it...but some frens just dont remember.,..suckers..:) :)

5: my cousins wedding..1st cousin from me mums side to get married...guess whos d best man...wahaha

4: me buying my ipod touch..NO MORE STUPID STUCK BUTTONS N LAGGY CLICK SENSORS!!!

3: obama becoming president

2: going countdown for d 1st time in my entire life....YES its in chinese n d after entertainment sucks...but hu cares

1: MAN UTD WINNING D CHAMPIONLEAGUE ON MY BDAE...WAT A PRESSIE TAT WAS!!!!